RELATIONSHIP??? NAH!!!!

I was thinking today that, I've always loved psychology. What about school? I mean serving drinks and looking good while I do it. That can't possibly be my only talent?

I thought about the word I love you today also. Do you know how long its been sense I have told some one non related that I loved them. lol. You know when you're young a lot of you out there probably get this kind of a pep talk.

"Stay with the same guy you meet when you're fifteen, and stay together forever ..." ( and even if you're not happy, at least your entire image will make you look like angels right?)

Well, I had the complete opposite of a pep talk. My dad told me ...

"Honey you are gonna have like 20 boyfriends your entire life. There's no sense in crying over any guy.."

"You know I thug 'em, fuck 'em, love 'em, leave 'em
Cause I don't fuckin' need 'em"

"Me give my heart to a fella
Not for nothin' never happen'
I'll be forever mackin'"

lol just kidding =)

The last time I even told a guy that I loved him I was totally lying .... I didn't even mean it .... and that was like 4 yrs ago...it's a long story. No, I don't just go around telling people I love them, he kind of forced me to. You had to be there to understand ....

I hear people throwing these words around all the time .....

I can't wait for a genuine moment. =)