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Tuesday, April 01, 2008
Part 1: Awake

Current mood: ashamed

Category: Friends

I have had this friend for like five years, that I care very much about. Although he has been far away, we always kept in contact. He always told me about his achievements in life or his love stories, he was my friend. He is super pissed at me right now for reasons that I will not disclose. Everyone in San Fransico is sleeping. Brian, his mother, his cousins, and the other like eight people that live here! I am just wide awake, one of the great side effects from working in a casino for 3 freakin years...(don’tcha just love it.) His mom has her own bed, brian has his own bed, and I have mine on the floor, which brian should be sleeping on, but he kind of wiesled his way into sleeping on the comfy bed. Oh well, I’m the only one awake anyway. How they can sleep through the massive amounts of noise I have made recently I’m not sure. Brain is suppose to be awake packing....yah I tried waking him up, not happening. Anyways, my friend. I don’t know what to do anymore. I have tried and tried to patch things up with him. What the hell am I suppose to do? I’m almost afraid to talk to him anymore. It hurts sometimes when you grow up, and you realize that everyones not going to like you. What really sucks for me is that in most cases. It’s the people I care about the most. I know that these happenings are probably 95% my fault, but how much can I really do to change it. I’ll try my best. I can’t believe I’m going to Thailand toomarow! I mean do you ever just sit back look at your life and go........WTF? I do, and I think I like it! If anybody wants to get a heads up on Thailand go rent the movie The Beach. I guess I’ll try and close my eyes. You know what would be really cool? If I could get some food, yah you guessed it no car. Oh well Gnight. =)
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